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Insanity or Destiny?
Welcome to My Nightmare
by Tom Koecke

So there I was, sitting in a meeting room at the Sheraton for a day of management training. I barely qualified to attend these meetings being a mere supervisor, but I was a confident young man who had been recruited from another company to create the department. However, at this point, my 'honeymoon period' had expired, and I was just another mouth to feed.

We were taking Personalasys tests trying to identify the type of people that we are so we can know how each is motivated and better understand ourselves. It was truly one of the more interesting self-evaluation studies I'd been in on, so I was gleaning information about how my mind and motivations work in comparison with other industry professionals, including the CEO and all the levels of VPs that existed!

We were asked to use one word that describes us. It went around the table. People used words like 'organized' and 'thorough.' I said 'iconoclast.' Even the VP who was an aspiring author, and a man I respect to this day, said 'huh?' If I had known that no one understood the term, I would have said something like 'progressive,' or some other term common people understand, but which doesn't describe me as well as 'iconoclast.'

You see, I hadn't recognized it yet. All I wanted to do was participate fully. Anyway, my negative child is almost square, despite that visible squares are optical illusions.

My father was a major influence in my life. He wasn't a genius, but he was highly creative and had an insatiable drive for learning. He was wise, and he was a conceptual thinker. I don't recall how old I was when I asked him what he knew about Einstein's theory of relativity. You see, I was strong in my math skills, but I couldn't figure out how e=mc2 works when we aren't given any numbers to plug into those variables. He didn't really understand it, but had been shown an example once. He gave me verbal illustration of a scenario in which a train crosses a bridge.

He never got it. I understood it, albeit after some thought was applied to the 'train crossing the bridge' example and further independent study. I can even explain it in fairly simple terms, but the knowledge will not do much for a person who does not apply it to deep creative thought.

Kant defined a genius as one who understands what others would need to be taught AND who is able to create. Schopenhauer added another group to Kant's definition: those in whom intellect predominates will, seemingly adding, amongst others, the geniuses that Asperger would identify about a century later.

Whatever.

Here is what I notice is common among geniuses:

  • They are conceptual, not lineal, thinkers.
  • They are understand mathematic principles.
  • They understand time is relative.
  • They use both the analytical and creative sides of the brain.
  • Their theories, despite flaws, bring new awareness to build upon.
  • They understand infinity.
  • They understand universal laws are universal.
  • They lack blind faith.
  • They are highly principled, even to their own detriment.

    Geniuses differ from learned people. Education is an accomplishment, and it will open doors, but it doesn't do much for a person's 'uncommon sense.' Education, for the most part, has been reduced to knowing which answer goes on which line. Amongst the throngs of people who now have that piece of paper that tells the world 'this person knows which answer goes on which line' and those who do not, are some people whose thought power is so much greater than common that they can describe things that will boggle the minds of the others without trying to boggle their minds.

    Those around me have been concerned about my sanity. I assure them that I am fine, and will be on my deathbed. However, they suggest I am bi-polar saying I tell them I want solitude at times, and at other times I want companionship. They tell me to make up my mind. I have, and I've said it for years. There are times that I want solitude, and other times I want companionship. That is one of the traits of someone whose "negative child" is square on Personalasys tests! Nothing pleases us all the time!

    My friends and family call to check on me. They tell me of their concern, and wonder what I am up to. I tell them whatever the truth is. Perhaps it is that I am thrilled to have earned a dollar on an article I wrote, or that I am contemplating Hermann Bondi's theory in relationship to the expanding universe. They say they understand though they do not understand, and suggest maybe I should talk to a doctor because I seem depressed!

    All this talk of my sanity drives me crazy, I tell you! In fact, I'd probably go break some religious symbol, but I'm only an iconoclast figuratively!

    My intentions are neither to be vandalous or scandalous, but rather to be enlightening. I do not write this to be religious, nor to knock religious beliefs. It is merely how I see things in my conceptual mind based on what is known to me to be true or likely.

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    © 2008 Tom Koecke
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